Ambivalency

(transmogrification of blog url is still on)

time ain't waiting for me.
i've been procrastinating all this while.
there's too much to worry about.
therefore..
I, Siti Zalifah,
pledge to be more serious in studies.
i will must break free from the stygian procrastination jail.
("procrastination-jail-break", eh? lol)
and if i fail to discipline myself,
may i be drowned by a massive chocolate bar that has melted,
or strucked by a huge lollipop.
you name it.

ever since vidya texted me last night,
i've been feeling kind of..
what you call "ambivalent".
psychological barrier.
maybe i should just give up.
'cause i've only 4 more months left.
after that, comes the big thing. (if there really is)
worst come to worst, i'll give it a skip.
end of story :)