Felo-de-se

a stringed musical instrument with a long, fretted neck, a flat, somewhat violinlike body, and typically six strings, which are plucked with the fingers or with a plectrum.

great.
it was just a day old.
and i had to overstretch it!
bloody vexing cb.
felt like wanting to commit suicide.

i think i have a lot of illnesses.
mental disorder, maybe.
i'm not joking.
i'm starting to be more and more amnesiac.
i get paranoid bloody easily.
i would become a mute with a tomato-red face when xoxo's around.
i feel lethargic most of the time (lack of exercise, maybe)
i think i'm suffering from insomnia.
iffah once said "you'll die in 10 years time"
when she read the lines on my palms.
it's bloody coming true.

see! my face's also becoming bloody retarded.