Watakushi Honjitsu, Mijukumono

Half our life is spent trying to find something to do with the time

we have rushed through life trying to save.

i knew from the start i'd hate this holiday :(
i've got truckloads of stuffs to do
and they're not in terms of personal interest :(

i thought i could use this holiday to sort out my thinking but no.
jc's a villain, a villain that's taking over my life.

but oh well, i get to go online every night and see.. (haha)
but i really regret having typed out some shits on impulse two nights ago -.-

i've got too much disgrace already
so maybe i should shut myself out from the world during this one whole month.