Why I Ask Why?

i've been throwing tantrums all day long
and i'm not even sure why.
it's such a bad feeling, you dig?
and to further justify that it ain't the real me trying to find attention,
i read my horoscope for today.
and it did to some extent show something.. helpful i'd say.

"when all else fails today,
just find a dark,
quiet corner and hide there until the scariness passes.
though that may take days,
just know it'll end eventually.
on a side note,
make sure you bring plenty of snacks for this horrific mental ride."

and for the extended reading,

"don't you dare ignore your phone or your email today!
you might not be in the mood to talk with anyone initially,
but you'll be amazed at how many people will be trying to contact you
-- and at how many of those communications
will arrive from a long-distance place.
you may have thought they were gone from your life,
at least temporarily, but obviously, that's not the case.
besides, you'll have some wonderful surprise news."

and i don't think tomorrow's gonna be a good day for me as well
since i've just read the summary for tomorrow -.-