New Bonds

Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins.

have you ever been left behind by your friends?
(or anything that's near to that)
i think it's quite beneficial sometimes
and today is a perfect example.

the school made plans for the year ones
to go to pulau tekong (which was an ulu land to me).
my parents forbid me to go the day before.
(because of the ghosts there haha and because of safety issues)
i thought my friends would still go without me.

shocked and excited i was
when mum woke me up this morning at 8.
she even prepared fried rice for me.
i texted my friends to say i'll be joining them.

submerged in euphoria i was
on the way to school.
'twas the last day of school and i wanted
to enjoy every moment of it with my friends.

broke into pieces my heart did
when my friends backed out at the last minute.
oh it was sad, oh it was sad.
(i'm reminded of jc1 camp now lol)
i figured that i should have fun
even though my friends aren't there with me.
(to join in the fun, duh)

so i mixed with people i didn't thought
i'd be able to click well with.
fun people who are.. fun la.
obviously proud to say,
i had fun la okay! :D
(actually the fun started when i saw our instructor haha)

i'm glad i turned up for this trip :D