Drowning

I'm so
Tired.
So so tired.

The world I loved to be in
Seems to be crashing down on me
Bit by bit

Crushed by my own hands
Crushed by my own words
Crushes by my own actions

Have I been taking it all in
Too greedily?
Are my seams at their wit's end?

I can feel the rage in me
Exploding in bits
Unexpectedly.

I'm sorry
I'm not as patient as I thought I would be.
I'm not as strong as I thought I could be.
I'm sorry
For I am at my weakest
Right now.