I Feel So Untouched (The Veronicas)

If fame were based on kindness instead of popularity,
on understanding and not on worldwide attention,
you would be the biggest celebrity on earth.
And to my heart, you already are.

after going for adam khoo's relationship module,
i felt so enlightened. (to a certain extent)
the day before,
i thought "crap. the module's gonna be a dixit activity."
hell, it was fun actually.

all the events of your life are there because you have drawn them there.
what you choose to do with them is up to you.
that's the most significant thing i learnt from the module.

before plunging into anything,
we must sort out our aims first.
from those aims, we work out our strategies.
and those strategies will then be carried out through our actions.
there might be failures and successes.
good if it's a success.
but if we encounter failures along the way,
the strategies we must change.
only then can we move on.

bong said boys/men don't really have a long-term memory.
they forget things too fast.
they auto delete stuffs that happened months ago.
does that explains why he forgot that we took a picture together?
i was so significant to me. it was nothing to him.

i thought i could use the new confidence i have now
and change my strategy in my situation right now.
i almost did something.
but before i even carried out my action,
i saw something which greatly demoralised me :(

they say we must learn to let go in order to move on.
but hell it's hard.

(another topic)
my class (almost half! -.-) 'party' after midcourse, on tuesday 13 oct 09
was booms. (hahahaha)
really booms yo.
i'm starting to like the word 'booms'.